Worried

I wrote a whole entry earlier, and it just got eaten.
In a nutshell. It's 7.52pm, and Mike is on his way to Plymouth to see his mum - complications following her op have turned serious and the hospitral suggested next to kin were called in. I just spoke to him and she's more 'with it' now according to his brother, but the doctors are saying next 24 hrs are crucial. We all thought she was recovering really well - this has come as a real shock.
I feel churny, anxious, lonely, sad, upset, and worried all at once. What will happen? Will she make it? I'd like to speak to her again. Will keep you updated..........